No I don't wanna like you not one bit, not at all..

I think I should be the last person to be falling for someone that too when its a long distance thingie. I am soooooooo insecure and I just don't make things easier for myself. Not needed only. All this texting and talking.Unknowingly he'll make me get use to him and then I'll start expecting and then I don't know. If he vanishes for too long I start feeling like a psycho wondering why hasn't he messaged or called and whats wrong.
I so wish I was unaffected but I am not. Ditzy darlin' what am I gonna do now since I am falling headlong into it I think. Can I stop myself from falling and plunging and hurting? Gimme a safety jacket please. I don't even know you well enough to like you. Sigh! Am I imagining the liking or its mutual?Are we on the same page or we'll just keep gliding along aimlessly like the rest?