Sunshine on my shoulders

Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy

Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry

Sunshine on the water looks so lovely

Sunshine almost always makes me high

If I had a day that I could give you

I’d give to you a day just like today

If I had a song that I could sing for you

I’d sing a song to make you feel this way

Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy

Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry

Sunshine on the water looks so lovely

Sunshine almost always makes me high

If I had a tale that I could tell you

Id tell a tale sure to make you smile

If I had a wish that I could wish for you

I’d make a wish for sunshine all the while

Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy

Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry

Sunshine on the water looks so lovely

Sunshine almost always makes me high

Sunshine almost all the time makes me high

No I don't wanna like you not one bit, not at all..

I think I should be the last person to be falling for someone that too when its a long distance thingie. I am soooooooo insecure and I just don't make things easier for myself. Not needed only. All this texting and talking.Unknowingly he'll make me get use to him and then I'll start expecting and then I don't know. If he vanishes for too long I start feeling like a psycho wondering why hasn't he messaged or called and whats wrong.
I so wish I was unaffected but I am not. Ditzy darlin' what am I gonna do now since I am falling headlong into it I think. Can I stop myself from falling and plunging and hurting? Gimme a safety jacket please. I don't even know you well enough to like you. Sigh! Am I imagining the liking or its mutual?Are we on the same page or we'll just keep gliding along aimlessly like the rest?

Will you walk with me in my life Ditzy?

And I am smiling again. Sigh! Cos all of a sudden this 6ft something tall man sitting a thousand miles away makes me happy with the smallest of things like messaging me or asking me if I am single or wanting to know what kinda music I like. Darn I'd thought nobody could like me back as much as I like the person. Maybe you do or maybe you will. :-) But I am plain old gleeful today cos I know I've been lonely and sitting around waiting for someone like you for the longest time to the point that I made myself start believing that it isn't gonna happen and its only for other people not me. But again I still hoped and kept hoping in my heart of hearts. Fuddy Duddy will you walk with me in my life Ditzy? :-)