Damn it I just read this not so old post of mine and realized that being all committed and about to get hitched has also meant that all of a sudden over the last 3 months or so I have become oh so sane and calm. That is the good part, one of the best bits. Not that I don’t worry. I still worry about a million things but these things are so much more tangible and has nothing to do with my bouts of insanity. Sigh! I am growing older and wiser and is the impending marriage doing this to me. I should have a separate series called the Wedding Diaries whereby I chronicle the daily happenings and believe you me it would have a fair share of drama. Real life is like that. We ourselves don’t realize that our own stories in some way or the other could have that epic like quality and sometimes even some fairy dust scattered all over it. Though there are days when all it feels like is like an ordinary paperback novel and I have been told that the scariest days are those when our life is a reflection of some ekta kapoor sitcom and that is when one just wants to run away and hide and wait till the serial gets over and forget it like it was just a bad dream.